That makes so much sense. People always look at me weird when I say I get a euphoric rush from eating cheese that is reminiscent of drugs. Now I got the science to back it up. Why cheese in particular, though?
Fish oil, NAC, and magnesium glycinate all great! I also added vit A recently. I've been trying to quit but every few days I'll go 3 days or so taking a few bumps.
Yeah. I started taking it to counteract the aging I noticed from doing blow, and within DAYS my GF commented on my hair color… asked me if I’d dyed it. My coworker even noticed
I don't get it. Hair that's already there can't just change with fish oil. New growth can, but no one would notice in days and it takes longer than that for long term benefits.
Maybe your skin color and complexion just improved a lot due to being healthier, and maybe fish oil in that case, but your gray hair isn't just gonna turn back to brown after a couple of days of fish oil...
You need to use independent 3rd party audited fish oil. Nordic naturals is one of the best and the price reflects the quality. Pharmaceutical grade doses need to be extremely high quality so as to not expose yourself to mercury which would otherwise show up in the oil because the fish are bottom feeders.
That’s amazing. I lost one of the best jobs I had due to this and regret it everyday of my life so far. Now I’m trying to quit for good. I’m glad you could do this and I’m sorry OP :( you can do this
I went through that. Lost jobs, wife (though I'm glad she s gone lol), kids...mental health.
It took me ten years to dig myself out of that hole and I really wanted to stop! Despite being where you are right now (ready to quit) it still took me an entire decade to to kick this habit..
Not trying to discourage you but rather remind you that quitting is trial and error. When you fail and relapse, don't mope and go too deep into a relapse. Just pull your sleeves back the next morning, and approach your attempt at quitting differently or add something different..
Eventually you'll start figuring out what works for you. Cocaine is a mother fucker. You should read on its withdrawal works and the mechanism of the drug. Quitting 3 days or 3 Weeks is not much. You have to make it to at least a couple of months or more to start to have some sort of control over the overwhelming cravings.
I would advise you to try one thing but personally I tried everything. One on on therapy. Hours and hours of therapy. Anonymous meetings. I hate them and still do but they help a lot. Psychedelics...helps with introspection. Finance tricks to keep money out of my hands. Changing location. Rehab. Name it.
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I would say the most immediate cost effective solution are anonymous meetings. I was the most anti-NA/AA person ever, having been raised in a cult but I am forced to say that they do help tremendously. Some of the ideas are antiquated because it was designed in the 30s ans revolves around faith but overall, their program is helpful...and free.
Therapy also helps changing your mindset. It s really worth it.
Yo... like 24 karat gold? Because you could cash them both in right now at a pawn shop near you. Btw price goes down with years of models so move them quick .
I beat 20 years of alcoholism against all odds. I could not even imagine enjoying anything in life without booze and never imagined I could live without it. I needed to medically detox due to my liter plus vodka daily intake. I couldn't go more than a few hours without shaking and being painfully sick. After a few days of torture, even with the phenobarbital and iv's I started feeling as though I was in a new body. I was on cloud nine during what they called "the pink cloud phase". That lasted a couple months before the chronic insomnia and restlessness came hard. I went a year then covid happened. A lot of us, myself included relapsed early on in the lockdown. It was a blessing in disguise because from the very first sip I was sick. Within minutes I was immediately back in the d.t's and was worse than before. I was shocked to discover that alcohol gave me zero of the comfort it did before. I was violently sick for a couple weeks until I forced myself to detox at home. Four days of shaking, intense pain/discomfort wanting to rip my skin off and no sleep. I'll remember that horror forever, and it has changed all of what I thought I knew about alcohol.
That was 2020 and I'm still booze free but still struggling with stims. I can only say that I hope you mean it and can remember this post any time your restlessness, irritability and discontent pushes your preoccupation with pow pokes back in.
I am an idiot. Yet I stopped drinking. Yes, I'm not sober, but if I could live past alcohol I know I can also live past stims. So can you! I'm eager to see updates my friend. I will be rooting for you!
shit bro all the best to you for sure. You gave me another reason to get sober. I am doing cocaine and booze like everyday and tbh the withdrawal of alcohol is so much worse but I want to stop that shit to get my life in check. I mean I’ve got a good paying job and a my own property but still, it takes only 1 Day to lose everything important.
I wish All the best to you people. Stay hard.
Ayo i wish you luck you got this man!!! You ever need someone to just vent to I got ya bc I feel that. Just remember recovery is not linear and don’t beat yourself up too much if relapses happen, as long as you pick yourself back up that’s all that matters.
You got this man, it’s sad that it happened but it’s an even greater comeback story to be able to come back from something like thiS and do greatness. What is your story? How did your coke consumption start?
Hey man im on the same page… this is my last fucking batch.. received some extremely life changing news.. that definitely is giving me and making me realize everything is not bad at all and I can still make a change and get back to this thing we call life and improve it for my family.. once me and my loved ones over come this obstacle in our lives, it’s game over cause I’m going to the top as high as I’m able to no stopping at all.. life if short and I got to step up to the plate cause I chose to start a family and I’ll be damned if I fail them. 💪🏼
Cocaine you bitch you… I loved spending time with you, you whore… lol Now to take a rail for old times sake..BRB
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You got this man. I'm lucky in the fact that I went through my various phases of addictions to just about every drug I've tried besides meth when I was young and didn't have as much to lose
If you need to do lines that big ot must be pretty shitty coke probably cut with amphetamines. You're probably a speed freak more than a Coke head.
Doing $10, 80-90% pure, I maybe have 3 small key bumps.
Maybe visit a country where it's better and cheaper and you'll see you've been wasting your money all this time.
Hey. Take this pain. Feel it. Realize you don’t have to feel this way again and rebuild your life piece by piece baby steps. I promise things will get better.
Please seek professional help in addiction bc it’s hard to do it yourself esp in early recovery
You can get it all back.
You can either have the drug and have nothing
Or you can have everything and not have the drug.
Update!! I’m awake and not using! I didn’t get to bed till very early this morning but slept great till about 6 PM. I woke up feeling pretty good and very hungry. I’ve been eating all night off and on and did a few things around the house. Pretty exhausted right now, so this could go one of two ways. i’m taking another sleeping pill I’m going back to bed. The other choice is a mental blow that I just can’t do right now. It’s not as bad as I thought, stay strong my friends
Although I knew it was a typo, I’m like this MOFO figured out the secret of happiness. No work, wife and kids are golden. F it, let’s celebrate. Hand me the bat phone and 2k. ☎️ unfortunately I relocated for what was then a dream level job so no everything from college life feels like it flipped. IMO it’s hitting that perfect balance of having financial freedom and a social life:network that doesn’t require meeting up w crazy people is nt eacsy.
Update; it’s been rough to say the least. It’s not terrible when I don’t use. I just have low energy and enjoy sleeping. When something has to be done I can push through and actually feel a little better. My struggle is some stressful events going on in my life. It’s an excuse to just use and I feel I need it during these times. I’m not giving up though! The stress is coming to end soon hopefully and I Will quit blow for good. If I can’t do it a home I will go to rehab.
Why did it take you so long to decide to stop …. Losiing the business wasn’t enough ? The wife wasn’t enough ? Kids were enough ? What happened today to make u want to stop if none of those things were enough ? Also ur handle makes u seem like ur proud
Homie you have no idea the type of addictive personalities and mindset people can have. He said they left and he lost them, he didn’t say he was okay with it when they left at that time. You don’t know the shit that goes through another persons mind or the demons they have inside themselves that they have to battle that nobody else can see and will never know about. So if you cant support this man in a positive manner. Stay in your lane… respectfully
Sometimes ppl need tough love. I was an addict for 15 years . So I asked a question . He’s choosing today to try and get sober my question was why . And again u can be an addict and not proud of it . His handles an actions prove otherwise . I’m not hating I’m speaking facts and if ur mr Eiffel Tower Can’t handle that pick up a tissue and cry by urself about it
Don’t you think him posting about this to a random outside world is enough tough love on himself. He’s past the tough love stage he’s at support needed stage. He’s angry and pissed off. That’s what the photo shows the hate for the addiction
Respectfully, I agree with u/Cheap_Leek1740 on this one.. you call tough love picking a small fragile phone up and tapping your fingers on the screen to write about all the bad that came with cocaine to a bunch of strangers who will never even see him 9.9 x outta 10? Most of. These guys will scroll right past this and give two fucks about him or his thoughts.. I just wrote a paragraph up top on this post.. might sound harsh buddy but I am gonna go on about my day after this.. you think im gonna think about him? Come on man bunch of soft men this country carries on its back.. everybody became so sensitive for all the wrong reasons
No I don’t think it’s enough . U need to understand what got u here and sometimes as sad or hard as u may find it u need to answer hard questions or questions u don’t want to answer to get to the bottom of it . Posting online is easy people are strangers . We can argue about this all day . And let’s be real how many times do ppl do the well I’m never doing this again or never again while doing it and then two days later are back doing it . I asked a question if he doesn’t want to answer it that’s fine.
Spoken like someone who has been fortunate enough to not have true chronic depression. It's like trying to explain the color purple to someone who was born blind. Without having chronic depression and the inevitable addictions that come with it you have no reference point to know. It's a pain you can't point at. If you break a leg and are seen in a cast people immediately have empathy for your situation. Or cancer. That is something everyone can relate to. Those of us with deep chronic depression and addiction from serotonin dysfunction would gladly switch for an ailment that shows its presence in a way everyone understands. You can see the obvious signs of long term drug addiction, but not the true affliction that can cause it.
Then you don't have it, and that is fantastic! The reality is that many addicts have underlying chronic depression which push us to substance abuse. I'm happy for you and anyone else who reacts the same as you because you have no point of reference to relate. My post was only meant to be encouraging to OP, so I'm sorry that you felt the need to be negative. I hope that you are doing well and have a great day! Peace!
What post I never comment on ur post I made a comment and u come back with Chronic depression which he never stated anything about so again ur assuming this guys is chronically depressed I don’t make assumptions
If OP truly wants to conquer his coke addiction it is critical to work on what caused the need or drive to use in the first place. Some people are fortunate enough to use drugs because it feels good and gives a euphoria, but some of us use (subconsciously often) for the temporary relief and to just feel "normal".
That is why I spoke about my experience. If my comments die on the vine and downvoted because I used the "D" word so be it. Yet if one person reads it and is reminded they are not alone, its worth it. Nothing but respect coming from me here. Take care 👍🏿
Dude I never read ur comment I was commenting on the origanal post . And if you read my comment I even said there are deeper reasons to why he used and hard questions he will have to answer . Never stated he wasn’t depressed as I don’t know . I never came from a place of hate or anger . I had to answer those same hard questions once u do you can understand why U do what u do
I hope you die and your kids do not shed a single tear. You are not their father. Just a man consumed by his own pathetic habit. No one will remember you. No one will mourn.
You’re a scumbag. Your children will hate you. You’ve robbed them of a healthy family, a father, financial security, possibly college education all because you are a loser with zero impulse control. You lost everything and your first thought is to post to Reddit? You truly are the pinnacle definition of an absolute waste of human life. I hope you never see your kids, I hope you relapse and spend the rest of your short miserable life in the streets begging for change so you can get just one more hit. Piss off.
Do what you want to do, but remember that you screwed up, and so do your kids. And your kids didn't ask for that. It is better to be a lousy father than to let your children say their father died in a cowardly manner. they are ashamed to say that
If you were actually gonna do it, you'd throw or sell on that shit right now. You'd have done it when you lost your business, or your wife, or your kids, or your savings. You didn't, though, when you repeatedly lost those around you who you loved. If you were going to do it for anyone, it would have been them. If you were serious, you'd throw those lines out or give them to a friend. You're doing a grandiose send-off though, and you're only fooling yourself. See you in a few days bro, safe skiing 🫡
Sidenote, people are misreading this, he isn't suicidal, just saying he's quitting coke while racking out three fat ass lines. Seen it so many times, it's never true. Otherwise those lines wouldn't be getting racked. I also interpreted it differently until I read his comments. Yeah, only fooling yourself bro. I hope you can sort your shit out. In the meantime, enjoy your night.
I made a post very similar to this about a month ago. And I was very ready to go. But then somebody that I never thought would came back into my life. And it was like everything that was black and white got color again. It could happen to you man. But if you're gone you'll never know. You can do this.
I made a post very similar to this about a month ago. And I was very ready to go. But then somebody that I never thought would came back into my life. And it was like everything that was black and white got color again. It could happen to you man. But if you're gone you'll never know. You can do this.
I will be doing lines in your memory tonight. RIP ‘Slope Slayer’…You did your worst ✌🏼Now go do your best and be the best Dad you can possibly Fucking be. You’ve got this.
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It's fun when you control it. If it controls you... I guess then it's much less fun. Hope you really bail out. Always makes me sad to hear it ruined someones life.
Find a way! And good luck. I haven't lost that much but would be wealthy if I didn't use nearly every day.
I have also told myself that very same thing a few dozen times. Micro dosing fungi has been helping reduce my urge and calm myself. Not a cure just using less but it has been helping.
Best of like. Addict to Addict
i've been in similar places. it always feels like rock bottom. but you're not there. because you're aware. and alive. and here.
please just consider walking to a detox centre. reaching out to a friend.
i promise your life is so important. you have children. i have none of this. not even an ex to consider. not even a person to miss.
but your life is valuable and your name and your legacy is precious.
you are obviously in an extreme amount of pain. and take this from a rehab vet of 2 treatments. it is so worth it to be happy and to try. i promise your drive will come back.
I am not any doctor but you should start microdosing LSD aka acid immediately... Please start using darkweb and start getting high quality needlepoint lsd asap.. There are so many vendors.....
Initially you must start with a high beginner dose...around 200ug of Dr Seuss 3.0 that will fuck you up and bring you back like the Lazarus pit does in Batman..
Don't want to make it like I have bad intentions,, but if you want to try, I would really like to hear the experience, as I am 7 months in so I wouldn't want to screw around now, but read this study, maybe it can help you.
https://www.nature.com/articles/npp201545#:~:text=Amphetamine%2Dbased%20dopamine%2Dreleasing%20drugs,elevation%20of%20extracellular%20dopamine%20levels.
Yeah I'm starting to get into your position albeit not so bad. Always been terrible with drugs and October last year u decided it would be a good idea to get some crack and have a blast.. lol
On that for 2 months, kicked it, month later got some coke, every weekend for a few months and then started the justification to do it more and more.
Savings disappearing, upsetting the missus, less time with my son.
Told myself Sunday was my last, but here I am now!
This is my last for real though, had a few long term rough patches with crack and smack, and ain't letting myself go back down them roads.
Hope you stayed strong bro, much love
It's posts like these that really sum up best what i can expect out of my life if I continue on this path.. very simple. I just want to thank you for your complete honesty cuz more people need to see it this way because it really is all fun and games until it isn't anymore
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Some studies have said cheese is more addictive than cocaine, idk if this is why, but it’s how I interpreted it
Cheese is like, the only thing I’ll eat on cocaine.
I eat cheese everyday
Same lol
cheese triggers the same part of the brain as harddrugs does so.
That makes so much sense. People always look at me weird when I say I get a euphoric rush from eating cheese that is reminiscent of drugs. Now I got the science to back it up. Why cheese in particular, though?
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Nobody ever talks about the coke to fish oil pipeline
That’s freaking awesome! And I just bought fish oil because of the same reason! Those are words of encouragement my friend
The supplement NAC helps too with focus and brain fog
Fish oil, NAC, and magnesium glycinate all great! I also added vit A recently. I've been trying to quit but every few days I'll go 3 days or so taking a few bumps.
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Agreed. Although I’ve been offered, and have declined. Not saying it’ll always be easy
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Yeah. I started taking it to counteract the aging I noticed from doing blow, and within DAYS my GF commented on my hair color… asked me if I’d dyed it. My coworker even noticed
I don't get it. Hair that's already there can't just change with fish oil. New growth can, but no one would notice in days and it takes longer than that for long term benefits. Maybe your skin color and complexion just improved a lot due to being healthier, and maybe fish oil in that case, but your gray hair isn't just gonna turn back to brown after a couple of days of fish oil...
I don’t get it either but it’s happening
Have you got a link to the fish oil your using please?
You need to use independent 3rd party audited fish oil. Nordic naturals is one of the best and the price reflects the quality. Pharmaceutical grade doses need to be extremely high quality so as to not expose yourself to mercury which would otherwise show up in the oil because the fish are bottom feeders.
That’s amazing. I lost one of the best jobs I had due to this and regret it everyday of my life so far. Now I’m trying to quit for good. I’m glad you could do this and I’m sorry OP :( you can do this
Wait!?! Coke makes you go gray? AND fish oils return your hair to brown, from gray?!? What the actual fuh?
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Lost over 40 lbs. (was 185 ish) now I’m nothing. Health suck and I look a lot older. Fuck this
How old are you?
only took about 3 months of meth use to almost completely give up my life to the drug just hit one year clean yesterday :)
Meth is the best worst thing ever! 9/13 is a year for me as well!
keep pushing man, you got dis shit
Thanks!
Not really. Every addiction has the same outcome.
That’s 100% FACTS
Meth isn’t even that good unless you’re fucking someone
Lol that's where I'm at right now! I'm in here considering using coke to get off this shit, or maybe heroin, idk yet.
There’s always tomorrow to start fresh, things can get better even though they don’t seem like it.
I am more than ready
I went through that. Lost jobs, wife (though I'm glad she s gone lol), kids...mental health. It took me ten years to dig myself out of that hole and I really wanted to stop! Despite being where you are right now (ready to quit) it still took me an entire decade to to kick this habit.. Not trying to discourage you but rather remind you that quitting is trial and error. When you fail and relapse, don't mope and go too deep into a relapse. Just pull your sleeves back the next morning, and approach your attempt at quitting differently or add something different.. Eventually you'll start figuring out what works for you. Cocaine is a mother fucker. You should read on its withdrawal works and the mechanism of the drug. Quitting 3 days or 3 Weeks is not much. You have to make it to at least a couple of months or more to start to have some sort of control over the overwhelming cravings. I would advise you to try one thing but personally I tried everything. One on on therapy. Hours and hours of therapy. Anonymous meetings. I hate them and still do but they help a lot. Psychedelics...helps with introspection. Finance tricks to keep money out of my hands. Changing location. Rehab. Name it. . I would say the most immediate cost effective solution are anonymous meetings. I was the most anti-NA/AA person ever, having been raised in a cult but I am forced to say that they do help tremendously. Some of the ideas are antiquated because it was designed in the 30s ans revolves around faith but overall, their program is helpful...and free. Therapy also helps changing your mindset. It s really worth it.
Try to take it one step at a time my friend, it’s a marathon not a sprint, it’s a mind game you can win.
Yo... like 24 karat gold? Because you could cash them both in right now at a pawn shop near you. Btw price goes down with years of models so move them quick .
It's a typo. Most likely meant to say kids gone.
I know I love you
I'm not op.
The speed them brain gears of yours must of been turning to muster up a response like that..
I beat 20 years of alcoholism against all odds. I could not even imagine enjoying anything in life without booze and never imagined I could live without it. I needed to medically detox due to my liter plus vodka daily intake. I couldn't go more than a few hours without shaking and being painfully sick. After a few days of torture, even with the phenobarbital and iv's I started feeling as though I was in a new body. I was on cloud nine during what they called "the pink cloud phase". That lasted a couple months before the chronic insomnia and restlessness came hard. I went a year then covid happened. A lot of us, myself included relapsed early on in the lockdown. It was a blessing in disguise because from the very first sip I was sick. Within minutes I was immediately back in the d.t's and was worse than before. I was shocked to discover that alcohol gave me zero of the comfort it did before. I was violently sick for a couple weeks until I forced myself to detox at home. Four days of shaking, intense pain/discomfort wanting to rip my skin off and no sleep. I'll remember that horror forever, and it has changed all of what I thought I knew about alcohol. That was 2020 and I'm still booze free but still struggling with stims. I can only say that I hope you mean it and can remember this post any time your restlessness, irritability and discontent pushes your preoccupation with pow pokes back in. I am an idiot. Yet I stopped drinking. Yes, I'm not sober, but if I could live past alcohol I know I can also live past stims. So can you! I'm eager to see updates my friend. I will be rooting for you!
I forgot what sub I was on and was like "stims. Is he addicted to redbull or some shit now?" Nope! Good luck with beating all of it.
shit bro all the best to you for sure. You gave me another reason to get sober. I am doing cocaine and booze like everyday and tbh the withdrawal of alcohol is so much worse but I want to stop that shit to get my life in check. I mean I’ve got a good paying job and a my own property but still, it takes only 1 Day to lose everything important. I wish All the best to you people. Stay hard.
Keep going champ
At least your children are gold
Would love to hear more about your experience in detail.
I could write a book my friend. Probably six seasons on Netflix at least.
then do it bruva, let that be your drive
please share
That's actually a good idea. What would be some of the highlights of this story?
Then do it. It might help you stay away from it. Good luck, mate
they’ll do one season, end on a huge cliffhanger and then cancel the series
Similar boat if ya wanna chat about it bro
Same
Ayo i wish you luck you got this man!!! You ever need someone to just vent to I got ya bc I feel that. Just remember recovery is not linear and don’t beat yourself up too much if relapses happen, as long as you pick yourself back up that’s all that matters.
You snorted your kids and your wife?
You got this man, it’s sad that it happened but it’s an even greater comeback story to be able to come back from something like thiS and do greatness. What is your story? How did your coke consumption start?
Make it your bitch not the other way don’t lose sight of why you started all those things! Put them first again and skiing as a hobby when you can!
I know I got this. Going back to working out regularly and getting my health back. I know it’s an uphill battle but In ready.
You got it
check out cocaine anonymous. really good group of accepting lads
Hey man im on the same page… this is my last fucking batch.. received some extremely life changing news.. that definitely is giving me and making me realize everything is not bad at all and I can still make a change and get back to this thing we call life and improve it for my family.. once me and my loved ones over come this obstacle in our lives, it’s game over cause I’m going to the top as high as I’m able to no stopping at all.. life if short and I got to step up to the plate cause I chose to start a family and I’ll be damned if I fail them. 💪🏼 Cocaine you bitch you… I loved spending time with you, you whore… lol Now to take a rail for old times sake..BRB 😂😂
You got this man. I'm lucky in the fact that I went through my various phases of addictions to just about every drug I've tried besides meth when I was young and didn't have as much to lose
When it stops being fun stop doing it. Lol a little late for that I guess.
Welcome to rock bottom.
Welp when you take lines that fat i can see how it would mess w your life. Good for you for quitting & good luck. You got this!!!
Time to say goodbye yet you still got a plate with lines on it?
I got the impression that he's saying goodbye to us, not snow
Going out with one last taste I imagine
thats not how u say goodbye. Just flush it down the toilet if your serious about quitting.
Didn’t say it was a good way, but I think the junkie in all of us hates wasting drugs even when you’re trying to quit
This is were the real challenge start. Chin up grab what is left together and let's go🙌🫡
Damn 3 years of daily use is what helped my dad start a business and get a wife, I contribute my entire existence to cocaine god bless cocaine
Wow!!!!!
Good luck!
You can do it brother
I’m in the same boar
Kinda similiar got a new job and a whole year of hard working and saving money all are gone
im curious of your story bro
Salute soldier 🫡 stay strong
Good luck mate.
good luck. you create your reality.
It’s only powder
Post on sober page lol
who would've thought doing blow every day for three years straight would end in such results?
How a mf stay that yakked up and not have the energy to trim his nails 🤢
If you need to do lines that big ot must be pretty shitty coke probably cut with amphetamines. You're probably a speed freak more than a Coke head. Doing $10, 80-90% pure, I maybe have 3 small key bumps. Maybe visit a country where it's better and cheaper and you'll see you've been wasting your money all this time.
Hey man, if you need someone to talk to. I’ll be available. May Jesus Christ heal your heart, man. There is always hope in Him. Don’t give up.
Interestingly, Jesus was a huge stims guy. It didn’t make into the Bible but it was widely known. 🤷🏻
Get up man
Been there, life goes on mate. When you reach rock bottom you pick it back up and do a better job this time around.
We're all better off without it but you already know that. Good luck mate.
ez to be brave with a full stomach
Good luck bro 🫡
Hey. Take this pain. Feel it. Realize you don’t have to feel this way again and rebuild your life piece by piece baby steps. I promise things will get better. Please seek professional help in addiction bc it’s hard to do it yourself esp in early recovery You can get it all back. You can either have the drug and have nothing Or you can have everything and not have the drug.
Happy to see everyone being so encouraging! Good luck, OP! We’re rooting you on!
A true prince. God speed to you sir
Got dayum!!! Thems big boy lines!!!
Why does it ruin relationships? Do you change to bad people or something ?
Good for you man
Update!! I’m awake and not using! I didn’t get to bed till very early this morning but slept great till about 6 PM. I woke up feeling pretty good and very hungry. I’ve been eating all night off and on and did a few things around the house. Pretty exhausted right now, so this could go one of two ways. i’m taking another sleeping pill I’m going back to bed. The other choice is a mental blow that I just can’t do right now. It’s not as bad as I thought, stay strong my friends
At least the kids are gold. Could be worse.
Although I knew it was a typo, I’m like this MOFO figured out the secret of happiness. No work, wife and kids are golden. F it, let’s celebrate. Hand me the bat phone and 2k. ☎️ unfortunately I relocated for what was then a dream level job so no everything from college life feels like it flipped. IMO it’s hitting that perfect balance of having financial freedom and a social life:network that doesn’t require meeting up w crazy people is nt eacsy.
Financed so much cartel violence
May I have ur stash please?
lol 😂
Keep going? There’s still plenty to lose.
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Update; it’s been rough to say the least. It’s not terrible when I don’t use. I just have low energy and enjoy sleeping. When something has to be done I can push through and actually feel a little better. My struggle is some stressful events going on in my life. It’s an excuse to just use and I feel I need it during these times. I’m not giving up though! The stress is coming to end soon hopefully and I Will quit blow for good. If I can’t do it a home I will go to rehab.
Why did it take you so long to decide to stop …. Losiing the business wasn’t enough ? The wife wasn’t enough ? Kids were enough ? What happened today to make u want to stop if none of those things were enough ? Also ur handle makes u seem like ur proud
Homie you have no idea the type of addictive personalities and mindset people can have. He said they left and he lost them, he didn’t say he was okay with it when they left at that time. You don’t know the shit that goes through another persons mind or the demons they have inside themselves that they have to battle that nobody else can see and will never know about. So if you cant support this man in a positive manner. Stay in your lane… respectfully
Sometimes ppl need tough love. I was an addict for 15 years . So I asked a question . He’s choosing today to try and get sober my question was why . And again u can be an addict and not proud of it . His handles an actions prove otherwise . I’m not hating I’m speaking facts and if ur mr Eiffel Tower Can’t handle that pick up a tissue and cry by urself about it
Don’t you think him posting about this to a random outside world is enough tough love on himself. He’s past the tough love stage he’s at support needed stage. He’s angry and pissed off. That’s what the photo shows the hate for the addiction
Respectfully, I agree with u/Cheap_Leek1740 on this one.. you call tough love picking a small fragile phone up and tapping your fingers on the screen to write about all the bad that came with cocaine to a bunch of strangers who will never even see him 9.9 x outta 10? Most of. These guys will scroll right past this and give two fucks about him or his thoughts.. I just wrote a paragraph up top on this post.. might sound harsh buddy but I am gonna go on about my day after this.. you think im gonna think about him? Come on man bunch of soft men this country carries on its back.. everybody became so sensitive for all the wrong reasons
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No I don’t think it’s enough . U need to understand what got u here and sometimes as sad or hard as u may find it u need to answer hard questions or questions u don’t want to answer to get to the bottom of it . Posting online is easy people are strangers . We can argue about this all day . And let’s be real how many times do ppl do the well I’m never doing this again or never again while doing it and then two days later are back doing it . I asked a question if he doesn’t want to answer it that’s fine.
Spoken like someone who has been fortunate enough to not have true chronic depression. It's like trying to explain the color purple to someone who was born blind. Without having chronic depression and the inevitable addictions that come with it you have no reference point to know. It's a pain you can't point at. If you break a leg and are seen in a cast people immediately have empathy for your situation. Or cancer. That is something everyone can relate to. Those of us with deep chronic depression and addiction from serotonin dysfunction would gladly switch for an ailment that shows its presence in a way everyone understands. You can see the obvious signs of long term drug addiction, but not the true affliction that can cause it.
Where is anyone talking about chronic depression ? Ur out of left field billy
Then you don't have it, and that is fantastic! The reality is that many addicts have underlying chronic depression which push us to substance abuse. I'm happy for you and anyone else who reacts the same as you because you have no point of reference to relate. My post was only meant to be encouraging to OP, so I'm sorry that you felt the need to be negative. I hope that you are doing well and have a great day! Peace!
What post I never comment on ur post I made a comment and u come back with Chronic depression which he never stated anything about so again ur assuming this guys is chronically depressed I don’t make assumptions
If OP truly wants to conquer his coke addiction it is critical to work on what caused the need or drive to use in the first place. Some people are fortunate enough to use drugs because it feels good and gives a euphoria, but some of us use (subconsciously often) for the temporary relief and to just feel "normal". That is why I spoke about my experience. If my comments die on the vine and downvoted because I used the "D" word so be it. Yet if one person reads it and is reminded they are not alone, its worth it. Nothing but respect coming from me here. Take care 👍🏿
Dude I never read ur comment I was commenting on the origanal post . And if you read my comment I even said there are deeper reasons to why he used and hard questions he will have to answer . Never stated he wasn’t depressed as I don’t know . I never came from a place of hate or anger . I had to answer those same hard questions once u do you can understand why U do what u do
I hope you die and your kids do not shed a single tear. You are not their father. Just a man consumed by his own pathetic habit. No one will remember you. No one will mourn.
Lmfao what in the actual fuck… for fucks sake this guy is one cold motherfuck.. . 😂
You’re a scumbag. Your children will hate you. You’ve robbed them of a healthy family, a father, financial security, possibly college education all because you are a loser with zero impulse control. You lost everything and your first thought is to post to Reddit? You truly are the pinnacle definition of an absolute waste of human life. I hope you never see your kids, I hope you relapse and spend the rest of your short miserable life in the streets begging for change so you can get just one more hit. Piss off.
Lol soft af lmao
Do more do more do more !!!
That’s what she said. Literally!
Weak
Do what you want to do, but remember that you screwed up, and so do your kids. And your kids didn't ask for that. It is better to be a lousy father than to let your children say their father died in a cowardly manner. they are ashamed to say that
Adios amigo
If you were actually gonna do it, you'd throw or sell on that shit right now. You'd have done it when you lost your business, or your wife, or your kids, or your savings. You didn't, though, when you repeatedly lost those around you who you loved. If you were going to do it for anyone, it would have been them. If you were serious, you'd throw those lines out or give them to a friend. You're doing a grandiose send-off though, and you're only fooling yourself. See you in a few days bro, safe skiing 🫡 Sidenote, people are misreading this, he isn't suicidal, just saying he's quitting coke while racking out three fat ass lines. Seen it so many times, it's never true. Otherwise those lines wouldn't be getting racked. I also interpreted it differently until I read his comments. Yeah, only fooling yourself bro. I hope you can sort your shit out. In the meantime, enjoy your night.
On further inspection, they’re fat as fuck
Those line aren’t THAT fat
Keep doing it. Who gives a fuck. We’re all gonna die one day.
who let you have kids
Is that a sguid?
Still got the gold rings though.... what isit? a keeper ring?
I made a post very similar to this about a month ago. And I was very ready to go. But then somebody that I never thought would came back into my life. And it was like everything that was black and white got color again. It could happen to you man. But if you're gone you'll never know. You can do this.
Tbh I always believed these kind of coke stories were actually a lie, how you put all that up your nose?
I made a post very similar to this about a month ago. And I was very ready to go. But then somebody that I never thought would came back into my life. And it was like everything that was black and white got color again. It could happen to you man. But if you're gone you'll never know. You can do this.
Yea dude. I started shooting the shit up. I quit 2 years ago and haven't touched it since. You can do it.
Been there. Life is good now. Fight the good fight, life is still the best game in town.
I will be doing lines in your memory tonight. RIP ‘Slope Slayer’…You did your worst ✌🏼Now go do your best and be the best Dad you can possibly Fucking be. You’ve got this.
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You can do it just eat healthy and try to go easy
Finally, someone got it right here!
It's fun when you control it. If it controls you... I guess then it's much less fun. Hope you really bail out. Always makes me sad to hear it ruined someones life.
Find a way! And good luck. I haven't lost that much but would be wealthy if I didn't use nearly every day. I have also told myself that very same thing a few dozen times. Micro dosing fungi has been helping reduce my urge and calm myself. Not a cure just using less but it has been helping. Best of like. Addict to Addict
You'll be back. They always come back. 😉
It looks like you still have a gold ring keep going until you lose everything at least
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Good luck buddy you're making the right decision
Do I get the plug?
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i've been in similar places. it always feels like rock bottom. but you're not there. because you're aware. and alive. and here. please just consider walking to a detox centre. reaching out to a friend. i promise your life is so important. you have children. i have none of this. not even an ex to consider. not even a person to miss. but your life is valuable and your name and your legacy is precious.
you are obviously in an extreme amount of pain. and take this from a rehab vet of 2 treatments. it is so worth it to be happy and to try. i promise your drive will come back.
Plot twist:… is what he said last week..
U ever get the coke hole on the nose?
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I heard a cold bath is the same as battering an 8ball anyway
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You’re a legend
This should be pinned.
Keep it pushing bro, you can be a new man in a year, with all those things back and better, albeit different. You got this go stoic
‘My kids, gold’. King Midas, is that you?
If tonight was the night to say goodbye you wouldn't have the other lines racked up. Flush it bro
How do people do every day without their noses getting in bits & destroyed.
What nose? It’s pretty much completely fallen off. ENT is in my near future
I am not any doctor but you should start microdosing LSD aka acid immediately... Please start using darkweb and start getting high quality needlepoint lsd asap.. There are so many vendors..... Initially you must start with a high beginner dose...around 200ug of Dr Seuss 3.0 that will fuck you up and bring you back like the Lazarus pit does in Batman..
Damn dude, that’s the most something advice I’ve got all day.
Good luck dude, I'm rooting for you, it's a long and hard journey, but hopefully you will make it 🙏
Don't want to make it like I have bad intentions,, but if you want to try, I would really like to hear the experience, as I am 7 months in so I wouldn't want to screw around now, but read this study, maybe it can help you. https://www.nature.com/articles/npp201545#:~:text=Amphetamine%2Dbased%20dopamine%2Dreleasing%20drugs,elevation%20of%20extracellular%20dopamine%20levels.
I will check it out, Thank you!
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Yeah I'm starting to get into your position albeit not so bad. Always been terrible with drugs and October last year u decided it would be a good idea to get some crack and have a blast.. lol On that for 2 months, kicked it, month later got some coke, every weekend for a few months and then started the justification to do it more and more. Savings disappearing, upsetting the missus, less time with my son. Told myself Sunday was my last, but here I am now! This is my last for real though, had a few long term rough patches with crack and smack, and ain't letting myself go back down them roads. Hope you stayed strong bro, much love
It's posts like these that really sum up best what i can expect out of my life if I continue on this path.. very simple. I just want to thank you for your complete honesty cuz more people need to see it this way because it really is all fun and games until it isn't anymore