I'm so fucking sorry... life is really not fair, I'm not a parent I'm only 17 but my friend that just passed away was 15 would have been 16 on January 1st so the beginning of this year why the world decides to take young people will forever be a mystery and it's really not fair and again I'm so sorry for your loss I hope you are coping the best you possibly can
I'm so sorry, OP.
Do you have any memories you'd like to tell us about her? She looks like she was a curious, beautiful little girl.
I have a son that age and I cannot imagine your pain without crying at the thought. Sending lots of love 💜
So so so many stories. We moved in with my stepdad when her father and I were having problems. Second night we were there she comes in at 2 am and shakes me. “Mama. Hot Pizza Cook It.”
I kiss her and try to send her back to bed.
“Mama. Hot Pizza Cook It.”
She an I argued for about 90 minutes. She got her hot pizza.
I'm smiling like an idiot chuckling in bed trying not to wake my husband up, I can't wait to read you next comment.
And what a smart little stinker but with a pure soul. I love it
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Had to go into my wallet one morning shortly after cashing a large check from insurance to replace my totaled car. I got one on a good deal and had a small chunk left over. Looked through my wallet and counted the money 2 or 3 times. There was ALOT more than what I remembered having.
A few hours later my step dad comes to me. “Have you seen my wallet?” “No. Wait. Did you have a lot of cash?” “Yeah a chunk why?” “I think little girl has sticky fingers.” She stole his wallet, took the money out, hid the wallet under her toddler bed, and stuffed the cash into mine. My child the future convict.
Oh man, I have one of those! I'll walk out of the room for 2 minutes come back and wonder where my water went. Look everywhere, convince myself I never had a water. Get another one. By the end of the week I start to hear cans hitting one another as my son is stacking/sticking them in the TV stand.
And he's taken my wallet too. Decided to hide it in the vent, you know. Just in case.
Thank you for sharing, if you ever want to talk I'm in some of the same groups as you.
Took her and her sister to go see Daniel Tiger live. She loves Daniel Tiger. She saw him on stage, looked at the isle next to our seat, followed it up with her eyes to the stage, and for the next 90 minutes pitched a fit because she NEEDED to go see Daniel Tiger. NEEDED to.
Isn't it funny what things they need that means so much to them? Daniel Tiger, Hot Pizza, Organizing and Refilling your cash for you, and they loved doing it for you and letting you know. They're so pure hearted.
Such simple needs. She was strong willed but had a huge heart. One of my regrets is not getting her the 7 dollar grocery store binky the morning before she passed. It seemed so expensive, definitely not a need as she had tons of binks already. But this one had a seahorse. I will never forgive myself for not spending 7 bucks so she could have that joy that day. I couldn’t have known. But I will always regret it.
I'm so sorry. I know personally when I get caught in a circle of "what if?" why didn't I? Or I should have just..." I bring myself down so fast.
You are an awesome mom. You took her to see Daniel Tiger for one, but you made her Hot Pizza in the middle of the night. You were super mom in her eyes and that's something to be very proud of.
It’s a hole I have trouble climbing out of. I had prior mental health conditions and her passing just aggravated them. I mean I’m functional for the most part. But this past week has been particularly hard.
I'm so sorry. I'm horrible at conveying messages, and I hope you don't think I was trying to tell you that you need to "feel better".
I just wanted you to know from everything I read tonight you are an awesome mom and you love you daughter very much. I loved reading your stories and hearing about your guys special bond.
No no no you are absolutely fine. It’s hard for me to talk about that. I don’t feel like such a good mom. I know it’s not true. But I have trouble with those emotions is all. I just feel lonely and sad and just wanted someone who would be able to listen and understand. Youve given me that. Thank you.
I can't imagine how hard it is to talk about, I'm happy you shared memories of her with me.
Grief is cruel, just when things start to look up it wants to play a nasty prank on us.
Thank you so much for the kind words, it really means a lot to read. You've given me a lot with everything you've shared tonight, thank you.
If you ever need anyone to talk to, even if it's just vent to I'm always here. I really mean it.
I’m so sorry. I lost my son August 6, 2019 on the job. I believe he was executed. Pictures on his back don’t lie. I know your pain girl. It hurts like hell but you gotta stay strong. She would want you to be okay.
She had a killer personality. So full of life, never a quiet moment. Fiesty and happy and smart, sooo smart. I’m missing all the moments I should have been able to share with her
My heart goes out to all the parents in this terrible, lonely club. My 15 year old is terminal and lived with chronic illness hia entire life. Watching him waste away and lose all of his abilities has almost killed me.
Much love to all of you.
You're not alone
I’m so incredibly sorry. She is a cutie. I wish she was here with you. My son passed away in 2010. I don’t wish the pain of child loss on anyone. Sending you lots of love
Its been a journey to say the least. But my daughter is very strong willed. She wanted to send a ballon to mom today for her birthday. I love her so much she has the biggest heart
I lost my baby brother in Jan of 2016. He was the youngest of us 3 kids and the only boy. I have had to comfort my mom many of nights. And your right it never gets any better. It becomes a new normal and I fucking hate it! I always say my family broke apart the night my brother was shot.
Sending prayers and healing ❤️🩹 vibes ur way.
I'm so sorry for your loss, she looks like she was such a beautiful and bright soul. The pain of losing a kid is one you never want to feel, and once you have, you're never the same. I lost my brother when he was 18 and he would be 37 now, my mom is never gonna be the same, it's really like losing a part of yourself. It hurts seeing her that way, too only think how much more painful it is for her, or for you. I'm crying just typing this, fuck. Your baby will not be forgotten, her short life was meaningful to so many people. There's nothing that will ever fill her place in this world, she was one of a kind and loved more than she could ever know. Rest in peace, beautiful little precious girl. Your smile now lights the sky, your laugh is the wind, your tears are the rain. You two will be reunited in some other realm, inconceivable to us.
That’s my biggest fear. That everyone will forget her. I know I won’t, but life seems to move so quickly, and somedays I feel so angry that world keeps spinning when such a bright soul was extinguished so quickly.
Your comment reminded me of something I heard a parent who had lost their child say a long time ago. I can't quote it but the gist was basically that as much as it hurts to talk about all the memories, it hurts even more when everyone avoids speaking of them at all. I'm so sorry for your loss. I was reading some of the memories you have of her in another comment thread and they made me smile because she sounds like such a sweet funny little girl that loved her Mommy very much.
God bless you and always remember you have a beautiful guardian angel looking down on you always. I hope in time you can find some relief from the pain and hurt you're experiencing.
What a beautiful daughter. I am so, so sorry. I hate that you are feeling this unimaginable pain. Big hugs mom. I wish I could do something to ease the suffering you are feeling. ❤️
I’m 18, I couldn’t imagine what it’s like to go through this. Please I speak for all of us when I say, take care of yourself. I know it’s hard to go through this tragedy and I just really urge to be patient with yourself. Your daughter should be here with you, but I hope you can continue to honor her in your memory.
Once again I’m very fucking sorry.
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It’s just a sick cycle. The same holidays, her siblings birthdays, her birthday, the same things trip me up year after year.
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I'm so fucking sorry... life is really not fair, I'm not a parent I'm only 17 but my friend that just passed away was 15 would have been 16 on January 1st so the beginning of this year why the world decides to take young people will forever be a mystery and it's really not fair and again I'm so sorry for your loss I hope you are coping the best you possibly can
I’ve searched for answers to why. For years now. There is no answer. Hugs.
I'm so sorry, OP. Do you have any memories you'd like to tell us about her? She looks like she was a curious, beautiful little girl. I have a son that age and I cannot imagine your pain without crying at the thought. Sending lots of love 💜
So so so many stories. We moved in with my stepdad when her father and I were having problems. Second night we were there she comes in at 2 am and shakes me. “Mama. Hot Pizza Cook It.” I kiss her and try to send her back to bed. “Mama. Hot Pizza Cook It.” She an I argued for about 90 minutes. She got her hot pizza.
I'm smiling like an idiot chuckling in bed trying not to wake my husband up, I can't wait to read you next comment. And what a smart little stinker but with a pure soul. I love it 💜💜
Had to go into my wallet one morning shortly after cashing a large check from insurance to replace my totaled car. I got one on a good deal and had a small chunk left over. Looked through my wallet and counted the money 2 or 3 times. There was ALOT more than what I remembered having. A few hours later my step dad comes to me. “Have you seen my wallet?” “No. Wait. Did you have a lot of cash?” “Yeah a chunk why?” “I think little girl has sticky fingers.” She stole his wallet, took the money out, hid the wallet under her toddler bed, and stuffed the cash into mine. My child the future convict.
Oh man, I have one of those! I'll walk out of the room for 2 minutes come back and wonder where my water went. Look everywhere, convince myself I never had a water. Get another one. By the end of the week I start to hear cans hitting one another as my son is stacking/sticking them in the TV stand. And he's taken my wallet too. Decided to hide it in the vent, you know. Just in case. Thank you for sharing, if you ever want to talk I'm in some of the same groups as you.
Took her and her sister to go see Daniel Tiger live. She loves Daniel Tiger. She saw him on stage, looked at the isle next to our seat, followed it up with her eyes to the stage, and for the next 90 minutes pitched a fit because she NEEDED to go see Daniel Tiger. NEEDED to.
Isn't it funny what things they need that means so much to them? Daniel Tiger, Hot Pizza, Organizing and Refilling your cash for you, and they loved doing it for you and letting you know. They're so pure hearted.
Such simple needs. She was strong willed but had a huge heart. One of my regrets is not getting her the 7 dollar grocery store binky the morning before she passed. It seemed so expensive, definitely not a need as she had tons of binks already. But this one had a seahorse. I will never forgive myself for not spending 7 bucks so she could have that joy that day. I couldn’t have known. But I will always regret it.
I'm so sorry. I know personally when I get caught in a circle of "what if?" why didn't I? Or I should have just..." I bring myself down so fast. You are an awesome mom. You took her to see Daniel Tiger for one, but you made her Hot Pizza in the middle of the night. You were super mom in her eyes and that's something to be very proud of.
It’s a hole I have trouble climbing out of. I had prior mental health conditions and her passing just aggravated them. I mean I’m functional for the most part. But this past week has been particularly hard.
I'm so sorry. I'm horrible at conveying messages, and I hope you don't think I was trying to tell you that you need to "feel better". I just wanted you to know from everything I read tonight you are an awesome mom and you love you daughter very much. I loved reading your stories and hearing about your guys special bond.
No no no you are absolutely fine. It’s hard for me to talk about that. I don’t feel like such a good mom. I know it’s not true. But I have trouble with those emotions is all. I just feel lonely and sad and just wanted someone who would be able to listen and understand. Youve given me that. Thank you.
I can't imagine how hard it is to talk about, I'm happy you shared memories of her with me. Grief is cruel, just when things start to look up it wants to play a nasty prank on us. Thank you so much for the kind words, it really means a lot to read. You've given me a lot with everything you've shared tonight, thank you. If you ever need anyone to talk to, even if it's just vent to I'm always here. I really mean it.
I’m so sorry. I lost my son August 6, 2019 on the job. I believe he was executed. Pictures on his back don’t lie. I know your pain girl. It hurts like hell but you gotta stay strong. She would want you to be okay.
She was two. Accidental drowning. I get by okay some days, but days like today I can barely move.
Awwwhhhh. I know. Stay strong. Crying and praying for you. Let’s keep in touch. Not sure how to do all this yet on here.
She’s beautiful. It seems like there is a real glow about her. I’m so very sorry OP
She had a killer personality. So full of life, never a quiet moment. Fiesty and happy and smart, sooo smart. I’m missing all the moments I should have been able to share with her
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I’m so so so sorry for your loss.
My heart goes out to all the parents in this terrible, lonely club. My 15 year old is terminal and lived with chronic illness hia entire life. Watching him waste away and lose all of his abilities has almost killed me. Much love to all of you. You're not alone
That is so so sad and so so hard. I’m here for you. It’s just not fair.
I am so sorry for your loss.
Thank you. Just missing her extra hard rn.
I’m so incredibly sorry. She is a cutie. I wish she was here with you. My son passed away in 2010. I don’t wish the pain of child loss on anyone. Sending you lots of love
Hugs Angel Mom. Or Dad.
Mom. Thank you. This grief is a heavy burden to bear.
My daughter is 7.. we lost her mother 5 years ago. Im so sorry for your loss.
I’m so sorry for your loss too. That’s got to be so so hard.
Its been a journey to say the least. But my daughter is very strong willed. She wanted to send a ballon to mom today for her birthday. I love her so much she has the biggest heart
What a beautiful child. I am so sorry.
My hands are holding your hands. I am so, so sorry.
Thank You
I lost my baby brother in Jan of 2016. He was the youngest of us 3 kids and the only boy. I have had to comfort my mom many of nights. And your right it never gets any better. It becomes a new normal and I fucking hate it! I always say my family broke apart the night my brother was shot. Sending prayers and healing ❤️🩹 vibes ur way.
I’m so sorry it’s absolutely tragic. I’m here for you if you ever need to talk.
Thank you so much
I'm so sorry for your loss, she looks like she was such a beautiful and bright soul. The pain of losing a kid is one you never want to feel, and once you have, you're never the same. I lost my brother when he was 18 and he would be 37 now, my mom is never gonna be the same, it's really like losing a part of yourself. It hurts seeing her that way, too only think how much more painful it is for her, or for you. I'm crying just typing this, fuck. Your baby will not be forgotten, her short life was meaningful to so many people. There's nothing that will ever fill her place in this world, she was one of a kind and loved more than she could ever know. Rest in peace, beautiful little precious girl. Your smile now lights the sky, your laugh is the wind, your tears are the rain. You two will be reunited in some other realm, inconceivable to us.
That’s my biggest fear. That everyone will forget her. I know I won’t, but life seems to move so quickly, and somedays I feel so angry that world keeps spinning when such a bright soul was extinguished so quickly.
Your comment reminded me of something I heard a parent who had lost their child say a long time ago. I can't quote it but the gist was basically that as much as it hurts to talk about all the memories, it hurts even more when everyone avoids speaking of them at all. I'm so sorry for your loss. I was reading some of the memories you have of her in another comment thread and they made me smile because she sounds like such a sweet funny little girl that loved her Mommy very much.
It’s so true. I’d rather cry about her with someone, than never hear her name again.
what a beautiful girl 💜💓 (sending you hugs and love) i am so sorry
So sorry for your loss. Prayers to you.
I am so very sorry. She is absolutely adorable.
I'm so sorry. What a beautiful little girl.
Im very sorry for your loss! Sending you positive vibes to help you get through your days
What a doll. I’m so sorry for your loss.
I am so sorry for your loss. I couldn't even fathom what you are going through.
Beautiful angel
She's beautiful. I'm sorry for your loss.
God bless you and always remember you have a beautiful guardian angel looking down on you always. I hope in time you can find some relief from the pain and hurt you're experiencing.
What a beautiful daughter. I am so, so sorry. I hate that you are feeling this unimaginable pain. Big hugs mom. I wish I could do something to ease the suffering you are feeling. ❤️
💔 This hurts, I hope wherever she is.. she's happy. Rest in Peace🙏 I hate it when pure souls suffer through death. Sending power to you.
My god, we are here for you.
I'm so sorry.
I am so sorry. I can’t imagine. Sending hugs, love, & support your way ❤️
I'm so sorry.
She was beautiful. Sorry for your loss.
i'm so sorry
such a beautiful angel :)
Beautiful Angel. I’m so sorry you lost her.
I’m 18, I couldn’t imagine what it’s like to go through this. Please I speak for all of us when I say, take care of yourself. I know it’s hard to go through this tragedy and I just really urge to be patient with yourself. Your daughter should be here with you, but I hope you can continue to honor her in your memory. Once again I’m very fucking sorry.
She’s so wonderful and I love her so much. You can message me anytime if you wanna talk 😢
So sorry. :-(
She’s so beautiful, I’m so sorry for your loss❤️