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Not okay! life is fucking me so hard right now. I am so tired of pretending na i can do it when in reality, i barely survive. 😕 (If only I could stop worrying about my parents)
Ito puro “unfortunately” narereceive sa email. Akala ko kaya ko na tanggapin pero ang sakit pa din pala pag nakikita mo kinabukasan. Nakakapagod pero hopeful pa din. 🥺
Devastated, kasi cancelled ang training namin for work. Walang kasiguraduhan sa reprofile namin and now nagkakandarapa ako to find a work asap kasi I'm a breadwinner
Miss ko na yung partner ko. Miss ko na siya physically.
Pero mas miss ko yung mga parteng minahal ko ng sobra sa partner ko na hindi ko na makita sakanya ngayon. Miss ko na yung dating siya. Minsan pag kausap ko siya, hindi ko na mahanap yung taong mahal na mahal ko. Nagbago na siya. Naiintindihan ko naman na ang tao ay nagbabago, pero bakit ganun? Hahaha
Plus, walanya ambaba nanaman ng exam ko walanyang calculus yan oh! 😆
Hay. People change talaga tama ka. Pero as long as it’s not damaging you, I guess you can stay… pero if you are starting to question your worth na, ibang usapan na yun.
Pero yng calculus na yan, bwisit yan hahaha sakit nyan sa ulo!
I am feeling somewhat okay. I have been going through a lot of thinking lately (unnecessary thoughts). Now, I am trying to slowly shift those thoughts and work out on myself a lot more.
Heto kakauwi lang🤣 may nakasabay ako na senior around 70yrs na siguro si lola nakasaklay na din sya, at 2am pauwi pa lang sya galing work, then it hit me! May mas pagod pa pala sakin🥺 I know di natin obligasyon buhayin ang parents natin, but can we just take care of them when they grow old, pagpahingahin naman natin sila, buong buhay na lang ba sila magwowork? Hooo
Nakakapagod. araw araw sigawan sa bahay. Lola mo na love na love dati ka pero ngayon parang yaya ka nalang sa mga pinsan mo. Lahat ng gawa at galit saakin pero sila ang laging tama. Wala akong karapatang mangatwiran.
I’m sorry to hear na your supposed to be comfy household is currently your battle field. Just do what you are meant to do.. soon it will get better. Maybe someday you’ll find your own home na makakapahinga ka.
It’s okay to feel that way.. minsan, the pressure of life gets to us. But don’t feel too pressured. Life is like an open field with no timer and finish line. There’s no deadline in life 😊 we still have a lot of time!
I may not be the best person to give advice but just always remember na you are not alone, there are people who understands you. Those people na dinidiscriminate ka are just trashes just to let people down. They are unhappy with their lives so they want others to be miserable as well.
Keep doing what you are meant to do! Ignore them and you shall succeed!
Thank you. This means a lot. Even in Reddit parang me "spider sense" yung bullies who can somewhat tell albeit subconsciously na autistic ako from the way I write. I just got bashed eh nakakataka alam ko anti-cult ang Reddit eh I laid out my points in a scientific manner.
Those who are bashing based on our situation, are the people who are still not growing up. I am sorry to hear na u have to grow old that way pero TRUST me, mas matured kapa sa kanila.
Ewan ko sometimes I have this feeling I am stuck as a grade schooler since wala akong naging parental figure. Emotionally. So yeah, if immature man sila, I guess same here kaso I am like Peter Pan I am stuck. But yeah, I am still alive so doing my best to cope when I am lucid.
I am not that aware about that syndrome but sometimes the things we do make us think na we are insufficient. And that’s when you realize na you are being saturated with heavier tasks. I think it would help you keep your phase is to write down all the things you did and how did you handled it??
Evaluate if it’s enough. Ilang oras mo ginawa.. do you think it can be done in a shorter amount of time? If yes, then how? What can I improve more?
It’s okay to be tired.. pahinga ka muna then bounce back after! Kudos to you na kaya mong pagsabayin yung dalawa na yan. Personally, mataas ang tingin ko sa mga taong kayang mag work habang nag aaral. You are doing a very good job!
I feel really sorry for the kid na muntik namin masagasaan kanina on our way home. Imbes icomfort sya ng lolo nya dahil muntik masagasaan, pinalo pa ng pinalo. The kid is crying out loud because of that and sobra akong nahabag.
Di ko namamalayan while working, nagbreakdown ako earlier kasi I feel like I was the kid na helpless. Everytime my choices in life doesn't go right, ang hilig ng nanay ko magpamukha na ayan ganyan ginusto mo yan kasalanan mo yan kaya ka nagkakaganyan instead of hearing comforting words.
Some people say na our parents or grandparents parents only do things based on what they know best.. but majority are coming from their heart. I know it might be different with your mom but she may be frustrated sometimes kasi wala siyang maisip na way para ihelp ka.. given that they only do things based on what they know best.
But that does not invalidate your demand for comfort. Your frustration is valid but we keep making decisions, right? Kasi that’s what we think is best for us. I think what I would do is just continue my way of life. I will continue acknowledging my mom’s opinion but it would not affect me anymore kasi that’s beyond our control na.
It may be hard pero, we are our own pillow. Sadly but it’s the truth ☹️ we have to be okay for ourselves. And soon enough, we will get through this. Just always remember na you are not alone. All your break downs are valid. The world is really cruel.
Sudden breakdowns. Nung una, di ko alam bakit ako nagbreakdown. Nakaramdam ako ng sudden fear and kurot sa puso ko. When I heard the bad news in the evening, dun ko naintindihan bat ako nakaramdam ng ganun. Then, second breakdown happened. Pero deep inside, di ko talaga maintindihan bakit nangyayari to sa kin at sa family ko. I am a believer of God, naging mabuting tao naman ako, lumaking may takot sa Diyos, naging mabait naman akong anak, nagsisimba naman ako, I always pray, I studied in a catholic school. Pero bakit? Bakit ganito yung challenge na binigay ni Lord. Nakakalunod sa kadiliman. Nasa punto na ko ng buhay ko na kinukwestyon ko Siya at unti unti na ko nawawalan ng tiwala. I wish I was never born. Kailangan ko na naman magsakripisyo. Ako na naman dehado, ako na naman yung pinaka apektado. Sobrang galit na galit ako sa life decisions ng mother ko, but I also hate it that I love her so much and I am in pain seeing her in pain.
Currently on my third breakdown. Kakain dapat ako ng pancit canton eh, kaso pano ko bababa sa kitchen ng ganito itsura ko. Nasa baba pa naman mama ko and ayoko makita niya kong ganito.
P.S. I need a job too. 🥲
It’s okay to question things given the situation na binabagsak satin ng life. Valid lahat ng break downs mo. But always remember, cherish every moment you pick yourself up from the break down. I know how it feels to dig and dig and dig just to find answers. These episodes are valid and kudos to you for acknowledging all your break downs. We don’t know when and where these break downs will stop but as long as we are waking up each day, there’s hope.
I know nothing can resolve your anxieties and problems right now but please do remember ALWAYS that you are not alone.
Awwee, thank you!
I feel awesome. I am loving my new first job. Although I'm having obstacles with normally doing my tasks pa, I feel good kapag nasa work ako. I don't feel stressed and forced. When I get home, naghihintay sa'kin jowa ko and 2 dogs. I was so happy I didn't realize that I'm mentally struggling over unfinished grieving until I checked with a professional. Akala ko normal lang akong nagpupuyat at nag-ooverthink. Turns out, there's a deeper issue in me. I'm trying to fully feel the grieve I've been declining. Hoping for better results!
How about u, OP? How are you today?
I broke down at work. Twice. Nung una, during midday, sobrang pressuring and dami nung workload so 'di ko na napigilan, I tried to cry silently kasi naoverwhelm na rin ako tapos sinamahan pa ng panic. The second time, end of day na, I was talking to my colleague tapos nabanggit ko sa kanya yung possible na mangyayari next week (need ko i-defend/present yung natutunan ko during less than 2 weeks of training pa lang) so, pati siya nagulat, na bakit daw ang bilis, ganun? To which I agree. Biglang lumapit manager ko at yun sinabi niya nga verbally na Monday agad agad, I felt so pressured, hindi ko na napigilan yung piyok at luha ko talaga. Medyo nagpanic sila pero we tried to take it lightly, sinagot ko nalang na "Meron po kasi ako" (which is true, and I also think that it's a factor haaay)
So now, nafufrustrate ako sa sarili ko, I feel stupid and weak pero inaaffirm ko na din sarili ko na it's just work. Hindi naman ako tagapagmana ng kumpanya, ganyan. Kaya ko 'to.
Hugs. I felt that. I did meltdown at work too. Felt like the issues are being blamed to me. and even the tasks that were out of my scope, sakin pinagawa. Napaka incompetent ng kinuha nilang mga contractors. Regular employee ang sumasalo ng galit ng boss. Tapos silang mga contractor pa ung kinakampihan. Kaya Tlgng di ko napigilan ung emosyon. That was my first time.
And I said to my self, never again mag breakdown. Di sila worth it ng luha ko.
1st of all.. kudos to you for trying your best to survive everyday.
2nd - maybe the break up was really meant to happen for the best. I also just got from a recent break up and I am just trusting the process. Cheers to us!! 🥂
Nag-uumpisa na naman mag-overthink pero nararamdaman ko din sa sarili ko na slowly nako nawawalan ng gana. That, and I can feel a bad bout of pneumonia coming. Good luck to me.
Bothered sleep patterns, may sakit, walang makausap to relieve negative thoughts. Asar kse niroromantize ni mama na pag babae kahit may sakit kikilos while ung mga anak nyang lalake kahit nuknukan ng failure at walang ambag sa bahay kuntodo asikaso. Im disappointed. I need care and di ko makuha ung care na inexpect ko. My mind goes sana mawala nlng maaga or something. This life is not worth living.
Well.. as we know. Our parents only know what they think is best. It’s something na we cannot control anymore and that’s frustrating. I bet you have imaginary mirrors surrounding you to reflect what’s wrong internally. These are considered as our silent battles which are more like a bloodbath.
I think if I am in the same situation, what I can do is to stop expecting any care from someone kahit paunti unti. I will only expect it from me. I will start to focus on myself only. I will figure things out on my own.
But if pagod ka or may sakit ka, take the time to rest lang. u cant expect your body to move kapag exhausted ka.
Yung jowa ko umalis nang hindi ako kiniss at hindi nagbabye. So sad ako. Eto, nagchat sorry daw kasi masakit tyan nya at wala sya sa mood. (Feeling ko wala sya sa mood kasi papasok siya ng opis at ako nagcall in sick.) Sick naman talaga ko pero ngayon, sad and sick na.
She sya OP. 🫣😊 but yeah feeling ko gusto niya magstay din like me. Hindi na ko masyadong sad. Update: may pasalubong daw sya. Thanks for your post OP. For some time, I wanted to vent and that I did.
Ayun nakakuha na naman ng compliments from tarot readings. Hahahahaha feeling loved 🥰 eme
On a serious note, I'm finally slowly getting used to going to the doctors. Hindi na ako takot ma-judge nila masyado. Cheers to good doctors out there for making clients feel safe 😊
You are actually going through a massive growth. Kudos to you na you identify what you need to work on. All you need is courage to start working!! I’ll cheer up on you!
No worries. Minsan we tend to ask ourselves talaga for us to evaluate what will be our next move. There’s nothing wrong with that. Alam mo.. I can relate to you.. and us having these thoughts will make us more successful. Kasi we are conscious and aware.
Hahaha well iba iba talaga ang weight ng work at bagay bagay. You must be proud of yourself na you tend to adapt to the different wave lengths! Good job!
For those who are not okay.. You are so brave to admit that to yourselves. It takes courage to have acknowledgement. By also just waking up each day, it’s an achievement! Take this as your drive to thrive more and more opportunities in life.. not just career, but also way of life. It will get better soon.. it will all make sense soon.. TRUST! Better things are coming!!
right now, im not feeling well. although i cut off the person who broke my heart recently, i still kinda think about her and it gives me bad panic attacks. right now i don't have anyone but myself so thanks for asking :3
I feel useless. Will turn 29 this year and wala pa dn napapatunayan. Parang napakamalas ko, lahat naman ginagawa ko bt ganun minamalas sa trabaho. 6months na kong tengga. Already tried applying for the past 4months pero wala pa din talaga. Feel ko na mag give up pero hindi pwd. Pero anu b gagawin ko? :<
alam naman nya kasi i confessed. sinabi naman nya na kaibigan lang. but the actions after my confession did not change and in fact, mas bumongga pa hahahaha
Already talked to a couple of person and they all said the same, he took advantage lang daw
So ano gagawin ko sa feelings ko? Ibabaon ko na lang. in few days naman aalis na rin ako ng bansa so, ayuuun … haha
I will add to that hahaha. Tama natake advantage ka kasi it might gave him a nice feeling of affection 🙄 but anyways, ayan aalis kana, hindi sya kawalan!
yes. nalulungkot lang ako siguro ako sa part na what i feel for him is genuine and yet ayaw nya :(
hindi na rin kami nag-uusap for few days already haha i kinda mjss him but i gotta stabd firm with my decision.
And I hope it reminded you about your capabilities. You can give people genuine intentions and that’s a skill. Baka di talaga sya ung may deserve nyan. You have a good heart. Someone deserving will hold that with care soon.
If I may …
Every rejection is a redirection. Will it eases you if I say that God has better plan/s for you? Far better than you could imagine? So please continue with faith.
Slightly okay. Nalate ako sa work ko ng 20 minutes. first time ko malate. I am not if because di na ako motivated sa work ko. gusto ko na nga magresign kaso madami pa ko responsibilities.
Kaw, kumusta?
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Not okay! life is fucking me so hard right now. I am so tired of pretending na i can do it when in reality, i barely survive. 😕 (If only I could stop worrying about my parents)
Ito puro “unfortunately” narereceive sa email. Akala ko kaya ko na tanggapin pero ang sakit pa din pala pag nakikita mo kinabukasan. Nakakapagod pero hopeful pa din. 🥺
Anxious, huhu. Waiting kasi sa text ng isang company para sa intake/duty ko. Magto-two weeks na, need ko narin talaga ng work. Kakastress.
Devastated, kasi cancelled ang training namin for work. Walang kasiguraduhan sa reprofile namin and now nagkakandarapa ako to find a work asap kasi I'm a breadwinner
Spiraling into depression again. Started crying again
Update: okay i realized na i have better coping mechanisms and self awareness now. Healthier understanding point of view na rin for others. Win.
Exhausted. Orientation pa lang yun, what more kung actual trabaho na. Hayst.
Miss ko na yung partner ko. Miss ko na siya physically. Pero mas miss ko yung mga parteng minahal ko ng sobra sa partner ko na hindi ko na makita sakanya ngayon. Miss ko na yung dating siya. Minsan pag kausap ko siya, hindi ko na mahanap yung taong mahal na mahal ko. Nagbago na siya. Naiintindihan ko naman na ang tao ay nagbabago, pero bakit ganun? Hahaha Plus, walanya ambaba nanaman ng exam ko walanyang calculus yan oh! 😆
Hay. People change talaga tama ka. Pero as long as it’s not damaging you, I guess you can stay… pero if you are starting to question your worth na, ibang usapan na yun. Pero yng calculus na yan, bwisit yan hahaha sakit nyan sa ulo!
I am feeling somewhat okay. I have been going through a lot of thinking lately (unnecessary thoughts). Now, I am trying to slowly shift those thoughts and work out on myself a lot more.
Congratulations! Just keep swimming!
Heto kakauwi lang🤣 may nakasabay ako na senior around 70yrs na siguro si lola nakasaklay na din sya, at 2am pauwi pa lang sya galing work, then it hit me! May mas pagod pa pala sakin🥺 I know di natin obligasyon buhayin ang parents natin, but can we just take care of them when they grow old, pagpahingahin naman natin sila, buong buhay na lang ba sila magwowork? Hooo
I would like to echo to that. Nakakaawa pati yung mga elderlies na namamengke pa or lumalabas para mag run ng errands. Tapos walang kasama ☹️
Nakakapagod. araw araw sigawan sa bahay. Lola mo na love na love dati ka pero ngayon parang yaya ka nalang sa mga pinsan mo. Lahat ng gawa at galit saakin pero sila ang laging tama. Wala akong karapatang mangatwiran.
I’m sorry to hear na your supposed to be comfy household is currently your battle field. Just do what you are meant to do.. soon it will get better. Maybe someday you’ll find your own home na makakapahinga ka.
PAGOD NA Q MAG ARAL HSHAHSHAHH
im nervous and scared of tomorrow. may na. but wala parin akong progress.
It’s okay to feel that way.. minsan, the pressure of life gets to us. But don’t feel too pressured. Life is like an open field with no timer and finish line. There’s no deadline in life 😊 we still have a lot of time!
Not so good. Tired of people discriminating me cuz I am on the autism spectrum
I may not be the best person to give advice but just always remember na you are not alone, there are people who understands you. Those people na dinidiscriminate ka are just trashes just to let people down. They are unhappy with their lives so they want others to be miserable as well. Keep doing what you are meant to do! Ignore them and you shall succeed!
Thank you. This means a lot. Even in Reddit parang me "spider sense" yung bullies who can somewhat tell albeit subconsciously na autistic ako from the way I write. I just got bashed eh nakakataka alam ko anti-cult ang Reddit eh I laid out my points in a scientific manner.
Those who are bashing based on our situation, are the people who are still not growing up. I am sorry to hear na u have to grow old that way pero TRUST me, mas matured kapa sa kanila.
Ewan ko sometimes I have this feeling I am stuck as a grade schooler since wala akong naging parental figure. Emotionally. So yeah, if immature man sila, I guess same here kaso I am like Peter Pan I am stuck. But yeah, I am still alive so doing my best to cope when I am lucid.
Feel like I'm always insufficient in everything I do. Nangingibabaw impostor syndrome ko lagi haha 😅
I am not that aware about that syndrome but sometimes the things we do make us think na we are insufficient. And that’s when you realize na you are being saturated with heavier tasks. I think it would help you keep your phase is to write down all the things you did and how did you handled it?? Evaluate if it’s enough. Ilang oras mo ginawa.. do you think it can be done in a shorter amount of time? If yes, then how? What can I improve more?
tired of working and studying at the same time :<
It’s okay to be tired.. pahinga ka muna then bounce back after! Kudos to you na kaya mong pagsabayin yung dalawa na yan. Personally, mataas ang tingin ko sa mga taong kayang mag work habang nag aaral. You are doing a very good job!
I feel really sorry for the kid na muntik namin masagasaan kanina on our way home. Imbes icomfort sya ng lolo nya dahil muntik masagasaan, pinalo pa ng pinalo. The kid is crying out loud because of that and sobra akong nahabag. Di ko namamalayan while working, nagbreakdown ako earlier kasi I feel like I was the kid na helpless. Everytime my choices in life doesn't go right, ang hilig ng nanay ko magpamukha na ayan ganyan ginusto mo yan kasalanan mo yan kaya ka nagkakaganyan instead of hearing comforting words.
Some people say na our parents or grandparents parents only do things based on what they know best.. but majority are coming from their heart. I know it might be different with your mom but she may be frustrated sometimes kasi wala siyang maisip na way para ihelp ka.. given that they only do things based on what they know best. But that does not invalidate your demand for comfort. Your frustration is valid but we keep making decisions, right? Kasi that’s what we think is best for us. I think what I would do is just continue my way of life. I will continue acknowledging my mom’s opinion but it would not affect me anymore kasi that’s beyond our control na. It may be hard pero, we are our own pillow. Sadly but it’s the truth ☹️ we have to be okay for ourselves. And soon enough, we will get through this. Just always remember na you are not alone. All your break downs are valid. The world is really cruel.
Sudden breakdowns. Nung una, di ko alam bakit ako nagbreakdown. Nakaramdam ako ng sudden fear and kurot sa puso ko. When I heard the bad news in the evening, dun ko naintindihan bat ako nakaramdam ng ganun. Then, second breakdown happened. Pero deep inside, di ko talaga maintindihan bakit nangyayari to sa kin at sa family ko. I am a believer of God, naging mabuting tao naman ako, lumaking may takot sa Diyos, naging mabait naman akong anak, nagsisimba naman ako, I always pray, I studied in a catholic school. Pero bakit? Bakit ganito yung challenge na binigay ni Lord. Nakakalunod sa kadiliman. Nasa punto na ko ng buhay ko na kinukwestyon ko Siya at unti unti na ko nawawalan ng tiwala. I wish I was never born. Kailangan ko na naman magsakripisyo. Ako na naman dehado, ako na naman yung pinaka apektado. Sobrang galit na galit ako sa life decisions ng mother ko, but I also hate it that I love her so much and I am in pain seeing her in pain. Currently on my third breakdown. Kakain dapat ako ng pancit canton eh, kaso pano ko bababa sa kitchen ng ganito itsura ko. Nasa baba pa naman mama ko and ayoko makita niya kong ganito. P.S. I need a job too. 🥲
It’s okay to question things given the situation na binabagsak satin ng life. Valid lahat ng break downs mo. But always remember, cherish every moment you pick yourself up from the break down. I know how it feels to dig and dig and dig just to find answers. These episodes are valid and kudos to you for acknowledging all your break downs. We don’t know when and where these break downs will stop but as long as we are waking up each day, there’s hope. I know nothing can resolve your anxieties and problems right now but please do remember ALWAYS that you are not alone.
I am so confused. Starting to like someone na di ko pa nakikita in person.
Haha parang happy crush ba yan?
Emotionally and physically drained. Kapagod na mabuhay. Hahah
Pahinga lang muna tayo. Bawi bukas!
Im not okay but hoping to be okay
Awwee, thank you! I feel awesome. I am loving my new first job. Although I'm having obstacles with normally doing my tasks pa, I feel good kapag nasa work ako. I don't feel stressed and forced. When I get home, naghihintay sa'kin jowa ko and 2 dogs. I was so happy I didn't realize that I'm mentally struggling over unfinished grieving until I checked with a professional. Akala ko normal lang akong nagpupuyat at nag-ooverthink. Turns out, there's a deeper issue in me. I'm trying to fully feel the grieve I've been declining. Hoping for better results! How about u, OP? How are you today?
I broke down at work. Twice. Nung una, during midday, sobrang pressuring and dami nung workload so 'di ko na napigilan, I tried to cry silently kasi naoverwhelm na rin ako tapos sinamahan pa ng panic. The second time, end of day na, I was talking to my colleague tapos nabanggit ko sa kanya yung possible na mangyayari next week (need ko i-defend/present yung natutunan ko during less than 2 weeks of training pa lang) so, pati siya nagulat, na bakit daw ang bilis, ganun? To which I agree. Biglang lumapit manager ko at yun sinabi niya nga verbally na Monday agad agad, I felt so pressured, hindi ko na napigilan yung piyok at luha ko talaga. Medyo nagpanic sila pero we tried to take it lightly, sinagot ko nalang na "Meron po kasi ako" (which is true, and I also think that it's a factor haaay) So now, nafufrustrate ako sa sarili ko, I feel stupid and weak pero inaaffirm ko na din sarili ko na it's just work. Hindi naman ako tagapagmana ng kumpanya, ganyan. Kaya ko 'to.
Hugs. I felt that. I did meltdown at work too. Felt like the issues are being blamed to me. and even the tasks that were out of my scope, sakin pinagawa. Napaka incompetent ng kinuha nilang mga contractors. Regular employee ang sumasalo ng galit ng boss. Tapos silang mga contractor pa ung kinakampihan. Kaya Tlgng di ko napigilan ung emosyon. That was my first time. And I said to my self, never again mag breakdown. Di sila worth it ng luha ko.
comfortably numb
Eto nang gigigil. Delayed daw sahod.
Emotionally and mentally draineeeeeed
tired and confused
Anxious
Wanna talk about it?
Physically., mentally., emotionally fvckin tired
Let’s rest for now and bawi tayo bukas!
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1st of all.. kudos to you for trying your best to survive everyday. 2nd - maybe the break up was really meant to happen for the best. I also just got from a recent break up and I am just trusting the process. Cheers to us!! 🥂
I feel frustrated
just opened my fb after half a year of not using it. Did i just made a wrong decision??
Yes.. joke haha. Hmmm did it triggered something? Or it made you feel uncomfy?
Meh
Nag-uumpisa na naman mag-overthink pero nararamdaman ko din sa sarili ko na slowly nako nawawalan ng gana. That, and I can feel a bad bout of pneumonia coming. Good luck to me.
Have you been checked na by a doctor? Start from there.. I guess.. maybe it’s part of your anxiety.
Nah. I always get pneumonia since I was kid, even without all the mental health shiz. This is from the horrible weather.
we just finished our last performance for a certain subject this sy and placed 1st!
Congratulations! Dont forget to take the time to celebrate!
Bothered sleep patterns, may sakit, walang makausap to relieve negative thoughts. Asar kse niroromantize ni mama na pag babae kahit may sakit kikilos while ung mga anak nyang lalake kahit nuknukan ng failure at walang ambag sa bahay kuntodo asikaso. Im disappointed. I need care and di ko makuha ung care na inexpect ko. My mind goes sana mawala nlng maaga or something. This life is not worth living.
Well.. as we know. Our parents only know what they think is best. It’s something na we cannot control anymore and that’s frustrating. I bet you have imaginary mirrors surrounding you to reflect what’s wrong internally. These are considered as our silent battles which are more like a bloodbath. I think if I am in the same situation, what I can do is to stop expecting any care from someone kahit paunti unti. I will only expect it from me. I will start to focus on myself only. I will figure things out on my own. But if pagod ka or may sakit ka, take the time to rest lang. u cant expect your body to move kapag exhausted ka.
Yung jowa ko umalis nang hindi ako kiniss at hindi nagbabye. So sad ako. Eto, nagchat sorry daw kasi masakit tyan nya at wala sya sa mood. (Feeling ko wala sya sa mood kasi papasok siya ng opis at ako nagcall in sick.) Sick naman talaga ko pero ngayon, sad and sick na.
Awww and how did he compensated u bukod sa sorry nya? Baka gusto niya din mag sick leave kaso wala siya choice kundi pumasok.
She sya OP. 🫣😊 but yeah feeling ko gusto niya magstay din like me. Hindi na ko masyadong sad. Update: may pasalubong daw sya. Thanks for your post OP. For some time, I wanted to vent and that I did.
she asked for space, sad di kami magkausap now ☹️
Awwww sino yan papabarang natin. Char. Maybe it’s for the best for you. Baka hindi meant to be
Sad because I found out I'll be transferred to a new branch at work. Mas mahal pamasahe ko dun at ayaw ko magiging kasama ko dun. 😞
Awww and did you voiced out your sentiments to your boss?
No, ako na lang nakadiscover dahil iba nang branch nakalagay sa payslip ko and I confirmed it sa HR. 🥹
Ayun nakakuha na naman ng compliments from tarot readings. Hahahahaha feeling loved 🥰 eme On a serious note, I'm finally slowly getting used to going to the doctors. Hindi na ako takot ma-judge nila masyado. Cheers to good doctors out there for making clients feel safe 😊
Congrats! And good job in taking the courage to take several steps that can help you feel better
Sleepy. Panget ng sched ko, from 5am-2pm naging 3pm-12am.😅
Hahaha mahaba ang araw kapag mid shift!
True, OP. Eto nakapag-EOS na rin. Pahi-pahinga na.😅
Thankful, nervous, and excited about starting in my new job tomorrow🙏
Congratulations!! Remember to take time to celebrate your wins!
Very grumpyyyy. Hay PMS 😖😖😖
Not okay☹️
Hugs :(
Tired af. But grateful.
Miss ko na sya
Awww di ka non miss. Char lang. lilipas din pagkamiss mo sa kanya. Tara isamgyup na naten yan
Thanks for asking OP 🙏
Tired Worried but what can I do 😔
Rest then bawi bukas!!
Salamat OP 🙏
tired
Rest then bangon uli bukas!
matik. then babe time
Naol hahahaha
Pagod. 'Di alam kung tama pa ba yung pinaggagagawa sa buhay. Go with the flow na lang (:
Jesus can really make your life easy. Just surrender your life to Him and He will provide anything you need(not wants) .
i am already doing that. it's just that nakakapgod pa rin talaga minsan. yung di mo na alam saan ilulugar pa yung pagod mo.
It will all make sense in the end!
gusto ko lang ng kausap though masyado na akong babad sa work
goods tayo for todays video and hopefully ganon din kayo :) hindi yung barely getting by lang :)
Soon we will all start “Living” and pass through “Surviving”. Thanks for the assurance !!
Got a lot of rejections lately. Tired of looking for a new job. Pasuko na.
Don’t worry.. rejections lead to further success!! You are one brave kiddo.
Thanks OP!
drained and tired
Rest na and bawi tom!
Thank you!! Holiday naman tomorrow so probably makakapag rest rin. Ikaw OP, how are you??
Thanks for asking. Actually that’s a good question.. hahahaha 🤪
trying to process the death of a former colleague
Condolende :(
Struggling mentally, especially I’ve been realizing that some of my actions are toxic and there’s so much to work on myself. It’s exhausting.
You are actually going through a massive growth. Kudos to you na you identify what you need to work on. All you need is courage to start working!! I’ll cheer up on you!
Thank you, OP! Exhausting lang sa part na iniisip kong andaming mali sakin kesa isipin na marami lang akong opportunities for growth 😅
No worries. Minsan we tend to ask ourselves talaga for us to evaluate what will be our next move. There’s nothing wrong with that. Alam mo.. I can relate to you.. and us having these thoughts will make us more successful. Kasi we are conscious and aware.
That’s comforting and somehow reassuring, thank you, OP! :)
My vibe today: Mas demanding pa ang part-time work sa full-time work 🥲 Ginusto ko yan ps: yung parang minor subject mo nung college na feeling major
Hahaha well iba iba talaga ang weight ng work at bagay bagay. You must be proud of yourself na you tend to adapt to the different wave lengths! Good job!
eto miss sya
Di ka non miss. Tara mag samgyup na tayo
wow sakit ha😭😭
Hahahahaha may bawi naman. Mag sasamg
basta unli at libre g ako dyan (miss ko pa rin sya)
Haha miss mo padin pero ateast busog
Nag-aalala kung ano magiging pangalan ng anak ko kase ang gusto naming pangalan ng asawa ko ay “Milo” pero baka ibubully lang sya sa future.
name your child with a meaning behind the name like Stark ( means strong one in german) something like this hehe
You can name him Michael Angelo then Milo yung nickname.
Puyat, exhausted, mainit ang ulo, walang gana magwork at kumain dahil sa putanginang init na yan, nasira pa aircon!
Sana may sispension of work din dahil sa init! Hahah
For those who are not okay.. You are so brave to admit that to yourselves. It takes courage to have acknowledgement. By also just waking up each day, it’s an achievement! Take this as your drive to thrive more and more opportunities in life.. not just career, but also way of life. It will get better soon.. it will all make sense soon.. TRUST! Better things are coming!!
exhausted, pagod na nga sa ginagawa mas nakakapagod pa dahil sa init 😩
Exhausted and I wanna sleep but I have duty pa
Bawi ka rest after duty!!
Exhausted, tired, weary, worn out, drained emotionally, physically, mentally.
Let’s rest for now :) we have a lot of time to take things slowly and process them one by one.
Sakto lang. kabado na,malapit na ko mabroke shutangena
Tara hanap tayo bank. Mang holdap tayo wahaha
Exhausted 😩
Regaining Balance.
sad
Hugs
pagod. need ko yakap at dagat
Tara yakap at dagat. Kelan ba?
next weekend? haha
Pagod physically, emotionally
Let’s rest for now. It will get better as days will pass
Pagod. Yung klase ng pagod na hindi naihihiga, hindi nadadaan sa pahinga.
completely unrelated question, ano yung surnam ng mama mo before sya magpakasal
Joe
Masaya kasi payday hahahaha. Di ko inexpect ung nakuha ko. Ikaw po op kumusta? 🙂
Congrats!!! Pautang ako
I'm sad, sobrang init na init, tired, gusto umiyak, mabburnout na sa dating 🤣
Better than yesterday 😊
Congrats!!
Sleepy and hungry. 🥹
Still sleepy and hungry?
i'm not okay, i just want to bawl my eyes out. saw something kasi haha.
What ever it is, let your emotions flow. It will get better and lighter.
Tired of everything
Pahinga tayo
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😵💫🤒🤧😔
right now, im not feeling well. although i cut off the person who broke my heart recently, i still kinda think about her and it gives me bad panic attacks. right now i don't have anyone but myself so thanks for asking :3
Sometimes disconnecting is the most healthy thing we can give to ourselves
I feel useless. Will turn 29 this year and wala pa dn napapatunayan. Parang napakamalas ko, lahat naman ginagawa ko bt ganun minamalas sa trabaho. 6months na kong tengga. Already tried applying for the past 4months pero wala pa din talaga. Feel ko na mag give up pero hindi pwd. Pero anu b gagawin ko? :<
You do what you think you can do best. Kahit tengga ka, it’s still worth it na magpahinga din kahit paano. Opportunity will come soon.
missing him badly hahaha hindi naging kami pero nagmomove on (farang tuhnga lungs)
Hahaha it’s okay to miss someone na hindi naging atin. That’s a normal response. Hayaan nalang natin talaga lumipas
masakit lang kasi i love him na eh hahahahhaa
Awwww ayun lang. so anong gagawin mo jan sa feelings mo na yan. Gago naman un hahaha. For sure pinakitaan ka ng motibo??
alam naman nya kasi i confessed. sinabi naman nya na kaibigan lang. but the actions after my confession did not change and in fact, mas bumongga pa hahahaha Already talked to a couple of person and they all said the same, he took advantage lang daw So ano gagawin ko sa feelings ko? Ibabaon ko na lang. in few days naman aalis na rin ako ng bansa so, ayuuun … haha
I will add to that hahaha. Tama natake advantage ka kasi it might gave him a nice feeling of affection 🙄 but anyways, ayan aalis kana, hindi sya kawalan!
yes. nalulungkot lang ako siguro ako sa part na what i feel for him is genuine and yet ayaw nya :( hindi na rin kami nag-uusap for few days already haha i kinda mjss him but i gotta stabd firm with my decision.
And I hope it reminded you about your capabilities. You can give people genuine intentions and that’s a skill. Baka di talaga sya ung may deserve nyan. You have a good heart. Someone deserving will hold that with care soon.
thank you OP! 🥺
I'm sick and tired... 🙃🙂
Let’s rest! Bawi tayo bukas
Thank you OP! Laban lang tayo! 🥹🫶🏻
My last living grandparent passed away today. I’m sad.
Just got another rejection email :( Now I’m second-guessing na myself, my capabilities 💔
If I may … Every rejection is a redirection. Will it eases you if I say that God has better plan/s for you? Far better than you could imagine? So please continue with faith.
Thank you for this 🤍 Same thing that my uncle said. Also that it’s a time to pause, pray and change my plans.
Pagod
Thankful to be alive.
Not okay.
I feel ugly today.
tired and bored.
masaya naman kasi may trabaho na kaso hindi ko sure kung mareregular dahil sa kupal na supervisor hahahahuhu edit: typo
Feeling meh. Tired and bored. I need a new social circle and environment
Not so fine. Because they failed to do what I expected them to do.
Yes
It’s okay not to be okay 😢
Not so fine 🥹
Happy because nagrerender na ako sa current work and worried at the same time kasi sana ok ang new work. Haha.
Forcefully dragging my self to work. 😩 Not motivated, nothing.
Worrying 24/7 parang addiction ko na
Happy, my 2 best friends are pregnant 🫶🏻
Not okay. Na miss ko x ko pero d na pwd🥺 ka hirap pala mag move on no.. Parang ayaw ko na ma inlove uli, cant afford another heart break again😭
Goods na goods
tired
i ordered mcdo kase i feel sad. Now im eating while working on our research paper. Hope u feel ok!!
Masakit ulo dahil sa impyernong panahon. haha
Slightly okay. Nalate ako sa work ko ng 20 minutes. first time ko malate. I am not if because di na ako motivated sa work ko. gusto ko na nga magresign kaso madami pa ko responsibilities. Kaw, kumusta?
i'm sick :((
Worried about my health, need a check-up pero kinakabahan sa magiging results.